Thursday, March 23
strawberries dipped in hot malt chocolate. i want!
9:33 PM
Sunday, March 19
meeting up with part of the fries people yesterday. went peninsular with shan in search of that ulu ulu cd shop, then to esplanade, then meet up with kabeer sir and mr undercover, IZWANO! haha. and we went pasir ris to just hang out awhile before going to church. never knew there were so many places in singapore itself, that i've never been to before. haha. i feel like sucha introvert this way. haha. anyway, yesterday was fun. had a lot of rubbish la. and kabeer sir, as usual. he and his nonsense. shan, he and his laughetr that tingers up all in me, makes me laugh so much. and that izwan. forever on his phone. we all know la, huh? haha. been like going out almost everyday this week though. to school, then out. haha.
been a logn time since i talked to qayyum. as in really talk. kinda miss you boy. but it seems so weird whenwe talk now ever since "that" incident. if you're reading this, you'll know la. and ever since "that" incident, that i decided to back off, it all ended sour. i'm glad for you and her. as in everythings going on well now. and i'm glad for you la. i mean you two. maybe we've not been talking much cause i guess i didn't want to be like her. if you know what i mean. i don't want to be stuck in that triangle thingy. well yum, you said i changed, but i didn't quite think so. i just know that i have to be like this to avoid all un-necessary conflicts between you and her. i'm doing this for you, by the way. if you'd never knew. but it's okay la. i'll still be here for you when you need me. ((:
take care qayyum. see ya at school.
1:08 PM
Sunday, March 12
from 3 to 9. the totalness of light to darkness. there they go from serangoon to plaza sing, then to esplanade and to serangoon,again.
you see the highness in us, when we realised that people are giving us weird stares. snapping continuous shots of pictures. and singing, screaming and waiting for leader kabeer sir to come. and then we were hoping to meet thamdi. but we didn't. haha. thank you for yesterday, shan. rock on. ((:
2:12 PM
Sunday, March 5
if i wrote it in words into a book.
how wonderful life is, that you're in my book...
and i will fly one day,
leaving from dream to dream... ...
9:11 PM
Thursday, March 2
this post ultimately goes out to BASIRAH. hey girl. i just really want to apologise if i've hurt you in any way. i know my previous post was a pretty big 'woo-hah' . and maybe i've phrased my sentences wrongly. i know you're really hurt, i'm sorry. i was really upset in some way or another too.
girl, i just want to tell you that qayyum's really worried for you. and maybe you could drop him a call? he seems pretty distracted due to the lack of your presence though. see, how important you are! ((: yra darling, i admit i'm mad about the picture thingy, about last november/december till to date, and... i was really mad that you came between me and qayyum... but thinking about it, it's all in the past, and that probably last night was one of our (us three) dreadful nights. i do know that we've did hurt each other indirectly somehow or another, and i really apologise for in any way that i've upset you.
i also know i've got no rights in coming into you and qayyum, but. i really hope that you two remain as close and that the friendship doesn't goes down the drain. all the best to your O's this year, and to you and him, i guess? haha. i'm sorry yra sweetheart. and remember to get back to qayyum! you're important to him! i can tell! (so jealous of you two! *aww*) haha.
dedicated to yra, from: nathania. ((;
9:51 PM
